27/11/24 Dealing with the unknown

 I am in a very good mood.  No more fluctuations between polarities.  All I can do now is sit back and relax.  I had done my best.

Thus, I can accept the worst.  In saying that, I have no remorse.  There is ONE SHOT and I took it.  If that doesn't work, I shall proceed with my journey, and the journey is mine alone.

Somehow I find it hard to accept that the whole eight years are futile.  Especially with all the surveillance and the cryptic messages.  Therefore, as a Visionary Leader, I move on.

What is there to look back at?  Either people believe or don't believe.  As for me, my vision propels me forward.  I know where I am going.  It's just that I thought it could be a Shared Vision.  If not, no big deal.  The Vision Quest can [m]e (be) Sharudin Jamal's Vision Quest.  In this case, I propel myself forward.

Imagine, the Vision Quest is complete with documentation and images.  So it is the most complete Vision Quest ever.  It's not my fault if people are jaded.

So from this point, I set my own course and my own pace.  What do I care?  I know where I am heading.  So march along.

There I envision a society where sweat is the currency.  Why bother about accumulating cas[e] (cash)?  It's not that I need much money.

The money I worry about is the money I am concerned about giving to others.

Do you know what is my currency now?  The ability to write, write, and write.

I don't mind the million dollars though.  Then I can call it even with Lizzie.

As for me, I settle with an RM1k allowance a month.  That should do it.  I can even have money to spare for overseas vacation.

I don't know why people make a big fuss about money.  I have more I spend more, I have a little I spend a little.

But this joy of writing, man, I can pour as much as I can on the writing.  It is a complete bliss.  That, while listening to TraXX.  Those are the two sweet spots.

Actually talking about money bores me.  Bill Gates just wears a Casio watch.  Relatively speaking I wear a better watch than him.  And that because I am a sucker for watches.

Otherwise, I spend money on food.  How much can I eat?  Either you have a lot of money or you have a little to spend.  That's how you become rich.

This year I spent my heart out and I still cannot finish RM20k.  So I don't really [] (need) to have a lot of money.  RM120 k is the baseline.  With USD 1 million, I can live like a king.

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