One more month to go to determine if I am in the right direction.
As a Blind Apek, I need to know the rightness of my direction. All these while I am relying on cryptic responses I get from my correspondence.
The is no definiteness in the correspondence. I want to be sure. All I can do now is control my effort. Is that sufficient? With all the surveillance, at least establish one two-way communication channel as a guideline for me to move with certainty.
Otherwise, I will go on a tangent and stop on 24/12/24. That is my present commitment.
I can do so much working in this capacity. I don't mind going through the motion but it has to be a progression towards a worthy ideal. If not, it is a futile effort.
So, here we are T-1 Month to the Moment of Truth. By then, we call a spade *a[nd] (a) spade.
* OK, fair enough...
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