If I lose my ability to write, it is like losing the ability to talk. Therefore as a survival mechanism, I have to keep on writing.
Now is a good time to design my future.
What I went through was real. There is no denying that the signs, synchronicity, and epiphanies were real.
Thus, it is pointless to doubt myself. If it doesn't work, that is the doubt the Vision Community has about the Vision Quest.
I move on. It is already real to me. The difference now is that instead of telling people about it, I just keep to myself.
So now I recede to the last bastion, that is myself. As long as I can write, I am still in control of my facultes.
There should always be a fallback plan. In my case, I will return to the life of solitude. The path of the warrior. Writing will be my tool to reach within, instead of reaching out.
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